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Students of Virginity
There was a time when not having sexual activity consumed a very small part of Janie Fredell's life, but that, of form, was back in Colorado Springs. It seemed to Fredell that almost no one had sex activity in Colorado Springs. Her hometown was extremely conservative, and as a good Cosmic girl, she was annoyed by all the fundamentalist Christians who would go in her face up and demand, as she put it to me recently, "You accept to call back all of these things that nosotros think." They seemed not to know that she thought many of those things already. At her public high school, everyone, "literally anybody," wore chastity rings, Fredell recalled, merely she thought the exercise ridiculous. Why was it necessary, she wondered, to signify y'all're not doing something that nobody is doing?
Then Fredell arrived at Harvard. Sitting in a Cambridge restaurant non long ago, she told me that people back abode called it "godless, liberal Harvard." Some discouraged her from going, but Fredell went anyway, arriving in the autumn of 2005. She wanted to study regime, she said, mayhap become a lawyer, and she knew that "people take yous more seriously equally a Harvard student."
From the showtime, she told me, she was awed by the diversity of the place, by the intensity, past the constant buzz of ideas. In that location were so many different kinds of people at Harvard, virtually of them trying to modify the world, and everyone trying to figure out what they idea of everyone else. "Harvard actually puts pressure on you to define who you are," Fredell said, and she loved everything about Harvard, except the sex.
Sex activity, as she put it, was not even "anything I'd ever thought well-nigh" when, as a freshman, she was educated in safe-sex practices. What she was told was the sort of thing plant in a Harvard pamphlet called "Empowering You": "put the condom on earlier the penis touches the vagina, mouth, or anus. . . . Use a new condom if you lot want to have sex again or if y'all desire to have a different blazon of sexual activity."
Fredell began to understand she was in "a culture that says sex activity is totally O.K." When a new boyfriend came to her, expressing want, she managed to "stick to my guns," she said, but there were "uncouth and socially inept" men, as she considered them, all effectually, and observing the rituals of her new classmates, Fredell couldn't help beingness alarmed. "The hookup culture is and so absolutely all-encompassing," she said. "It's shocking! It's everywhere!"
She did nothing about it until her sophomore year. Then she began to read in The Harvard Scarlet, the student newspaper, about a new student group on campus — a ring of celibates, men and women, calling themselves Truthful Love Revolution. They were pushing, for reasons entirely secular, the cause of premarital sexual forbearance, and Fredell, by this time, was utterly committed to abstinence. She could hardly bear to encounter information technology ridiculed in The Cherry-red. An article about the grouping's ice cream social appeared under the headline "Not Tonight, Honey, I Have a Brain Freeze." A columnist who wrote about the grouping joked of getting "very, very aroused" just thinking most virgins and wondered if such people might be available for "dry humping."
"It's an odd thing to run into one's lifestyle essentially attacked in The Cherry-red," Fredell said. She began to feel a need to stand up upward for her beliefs, and what she believed in more than anything at Harvard was the value of not having premarital sex. In an essay she wrote for The Blood-red, she asserted that "virginity is extremely attracting," though its "mysterious allure . . . is not rooted in an image of innocence and purity, but rather in the notion of forcefulness." As she told me later, "It takes a strong woman to be abstinent, and that'due south the sort of woman I want to be."
After the essay appeared a year ago, Fredell was immediately enlightened of a loss of privacy, of having entered "whatever it is, the public sphere." Every bit students began responding on The Crimson Web site, she understood that she had divers herself at Harvard. "Everything became very clear to me," she recalled when nosotros met. She would bring together True Dear Revolution. "I realized it was bigger than me, more of import."
UNTIL RECENTLY, organized efforts at abstinence have been mainly a high-school affair. Christy Gardner, an assistant professor at Wheaton College who is writing a book about evangelical sexual-abstinence programs, said that high-school guiltlessness clubs took off in the early 1990s as evangelical Christians got fed upward showtime with music videos, rubber distributions, teen pregnancy and then with President Clinton's dalliances. It seemed to them that a hypersexualized civilization was instructing young people to have sex, Gardner says, and they created the clubs to push button from the other direction. Millions of teenagers accept since pledged to remain sexually abstinent until marriage, mainly on the grounds that premarital sex is sin.
At the same time, Congress and the Bush-league administration have directed hundreds of millions of dollars toward abstinence-only education in the public heart schools and loftier schools — classes that have been roundly criticized for blurring the line between scientific discipline and religion. A 2004 report issued past Representative Henry Waxman, a California Democrat, found that 11 of thirteen abstinence curriculums that his government-reform commission examined were rife with scientific errors and imitation and misleading information near the risks of sexual action. Many states are now rejecting federal financing for such classes, on evidence that they neglect to limit sexual behavior or reduce teen pregnancy.
In a follow-upward report to a 1995 national survey of close to 12,000 students in grades seven through 12, two sociologists, Peter Bearman at Columbia University and Hannah Brückner at Yale, found that while those who took virginity pledges preserved their technical virginity about xviii months longer than teenagers who didn't pledge, they were vi times more than likely to engage in oral sex than virgins who hadn't taken a pledge. They were also much less likely to use condoms during their outset sexual experience or to be tested for sexually transmitted diseases. Disease rates betwixt those who pledged and those who didn't were really similar. The authors, who published their findings in 2005, concluded that the emphasis on premarital forbearance was bereft to fend off disease and "collides with the realities of adolescents' and young adults' lives."
Many higher students today, however, grew up with forbearance classes and clubs in their communities, and and then the movement has raised a generation of activists. Amidst prominent abstinence activists is Wendy Shalit, who wrote "Girls Gone Mild: Young Women Reclaim Self-Respect and Observe Information technology'southward Not Bad to Exist Practiced," which came out final year. She says that talk of illness rates and the corporeality of sexual action on campuses is beside the point. A sex-saturated popular culture creates certain expectations, she argues. "The key matter to remember," Shalit wrote me recently in an email message, "is that many young people involved in sexual activity feel pressured into it." Many are uncomfortable with "the hookup scene," she continued, and "college abstinence programs are growing out of this awareness that asunder sex activity is not as pleasurable as the media (and sometimes college administrators) accept led us to believe." The awareness is especially acute in the highly politicized environment of the aristocracy schools, where, according to Shalit, "in that location is just one lifestyle that doesn't get recognition" — premarital abstinence.
The Ivy League's abstinence clubs began emerging several years ago about the same fourth dimension equally student sex blogs, sex columns and, at Harvard and Yale, pupil sexual activity magazines. Those involved, notwithstanding, say that the most important catalyst was academy-sponsored safety-sexual activity education, which they saw as institutional encouragement of promiscuity. The founders of the Princeton gild, the beginning to form in the Ivy League in 2005, wanted to offer an opposing view. Many were Catholic, but seeking credibility within the university at large, they decided not to nowadays themselves as a religious organization and always to "shy away from arguments with religious premises," says Kevin Joyce, a erstwhile president of the club. "Here at a academy, we have to provide the intellectual basis" for abstinence, he told me. "Every position we take as a group can exist confirmed by rational thought."
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Making a rational case against premarital sex was easier before reliable contraception. But to shore things upwards, the gild has turned to Catholic thinkers like Elizabeth Anscombe, the philosopher and student of Ludwig Wittgenstein. Anscombe's arguments confronting premarital sex are as impressive equally they are difficult to summarize, and the students and so admired her logic, they named their society after her. Robert George, a professor of jurisprudence at Princeton, is i of the Anscombe Gild's informal faculty advisers. Himself a Catholic thinker, George says that society members utilise "philosophical-ethical arguments" to support their belief that promiscuity "deeply compromises human dignity," and psychological and sociological rationale to justify the merits that casual sex activity leads to "personal unhappiness and social harm." The students are some of Princeton's nearly gifted, George says, and "fifty-fifty people who don't accept their conclusions recognize that the arguments beingness advanced by the Anscombe students are serious and cannot be hands dismissed."
The Anscombe Society at Princeton went on to cover positions not just against premarital sex but also against homosexual sex and marriage. Founders have tried to spread its method to other schools, and students at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology were the start to follow with some other Anscombe Guild. Beak Jacobs, the president, says it's a loosely organized grouping. "People tend to be pretty busy with homework," he says.
The Harvard abstinence club came next, in 2006. "We wanted to take it in a completely unlike direction," Justin Murray, one social club founder, told me. Murray and other members of the Harvard-Radcliffe Catholic Student Association admired Princeton's effort to fit into the "intellectual discourse of a elevation school" — merely didn't want to make people at Harvard "dig deep into the philosophical catacombs," as he puts information technology, merely to understand why they should go along their clothes on. Harvard students are more emotionally involved in their causes, he told me. They're more than about getting things washed, "making people happier, amend and making society more than just." Murray didn't think Anscombe'southward "excessively abstruse" logic would appeal to his classmates; nor, he added, would the Anscombe Society's position against gays. "We wanted to make abstinence look fun, interesting," he said.
Murray and his girlfriend, Sarah Kinsella, decided that their club would focus on the issue "most immediately relevant" to people on campus — premarital sexual abstinence — and would effort to persuade people toward information technology with arguments less philosophical than scientific. "Many people on our campus were deprived of information," Murray told me, and then he says he went looking through peer-reviewed journals and government sources for research that supported the abstinence view.
"Nosotros found a huge body of scholarship that suggested conclusions that nobody on our campus was making," he says. They posted the conclusions on their Web site — the belief that " 'safe sex activity' is not safe"; that even the about constructive methods of birth control tin neglect; that early sexual action is strongly associated with all manner of terrible outcomes, from increased risk of low to greater likelihood of marital adultery, divorce and maternal poverty. Premarital forbearance, on the other hand, is held up by Truthful Love Revolution as improving health, promoting better relationships and, best of all, enabling "better sexual activity in your future union."
Plenty of critics dispute at least some of these claims. Martha Kempner, a spokeswoman for the Sexuality Information and Didactics Quango of the United states of america, which promotes sex education, agrees that True Dear Revolution performs a service in providing abstinent students a place to gather for support. "What is disturbing," she says, "is that this club is using inaccurate information and distorted data to sell that message." She strongly rejects suggestions that premarital sexual activity leads to poverty, an inability to bail or to increased likelihood of divorce. "There's no legitimate inquiry that says premarital sex activity has all of these harmful consequences," she says. "They're completely baseless claims."
A voluntary online survey showed that students at Harvard were less sexually agile than undergraduates elsewhere, says Dr. David Rosenthal, director of University Wellness Services, which conducted the survey. But perceiving a sexualized culture, members of True Honey Revolution went to war. The grouping did not require an abstinence pledge, nor concern itself with drawing specific boundaries. Its i stated purpose was to discourage premarital intercourse, but by declining to endorse gay matrimony, the group left gays, just every bit Princeton did, with no option but to abstain forever. Since True Love Revolution did not condemn gay marriage, Murray hoped no one would feel "personally attacked." "We just wanted it to exist kind of humorous and lighthearted," he said.
True Love Revolution was denounced, however, after its start big outreach effort, on Valentine'south Day 2007. Members had sent out cards to the women of the freshmen class that read: "Why wait? Because you're worth information technology." Some interpreted the card to hateful that those who didn't wait until marriage to take sexual activity would somehow exist worth less. 1 writer for The Cherry-red concluded that "by targeting women with their cards and didactic message, they perpetuate an historic period-sometime values organisation in which the worth of a young adult female is measured by her virginity."
Murray remembers that over the course of the yr, Truthful Love Revolution was likewise assailed as "ridiculous, artificial, probably judgmental, almost certainly backward and putting along bad, irrational, pointless arguments that didn't belong in a university civilisation." It was a long year. As he and Kinsella left for police and medical school, they were "very, very, very happy," he said, when Fredell took the reins.
By the time I met her in December, Janie Fredell had grown used to explaining to strange men why she won't have sex. Only 21 years old, she had spoken with a number of reporters and been on CNN. "It's such an incredible thing to take the ability to influence people for the ameliorate," she told me over her oatmeal in the k dining hall of Eliot House, and "so much easier being affiliated with Harvard."
On campus, Truthful Love Revolution was still struggling to establish itself. It had a Facebook presence of some 200 presumed celibates simply an active core of just near a dozen, nearly of them Catholics. They brought in abstinence speakers, and held pocket-sized discussions on topics like "true dear — do you lot think it exists?" For Valentine's Day this yr, members sent out the aforementioned forbearance bulletin — "Why look? Considering yous're worth it" — just this time to the men of the freshman form every bit well equally the women. People continued to accuse Fredell of existence antifeminist and propagating gender stereotypes, but she was determined that True Love Revolution would go on "until the end of Harvard." To bolster herself, she oftentimes thought of Gandhi and Nelson Mandela.
"People just don't get it," Fredell said. "Everyone thinks we're trying to promote this thought of the meek little virgin female." She said she was doing no such affair. "I care deeply for women's rights," she said. Fredell was studying not just organized religion only also gender politics — and was reading Pope John Paul Ii's "Theology of the Body" aslope John Stuart Mill's "Subjection of Women." She had awakened to the wage gap, to forced sterilization and female genital mutilation — to the unlike ways that men have, she said, of decision-making women. One of these was sexual. Fredell had seen it oft in her own life — men pushing for sex, she said, simply to "have something to say in the locker room," women feeling pressured to have sex in guild to maintain a relationship. The more she studied and learned, the more Fredell came to realize that women endure from having premarital sexual practice, "due to a cultural double standard," she said, "which devalues women for their sexual pasts and glorifies men for theirs."
She said she read in Factory that women are subordinated in relationships as a result of "socially constructed norms." If men are commonly more than promiscuous than women, it is only considering the culture allows it, she said. Fredell was here to plow social club around. "It'southward extremely countercultural," she said, for a woman to affirm control over her own body. Information technology is, in fact, a feminist notion. Conventional feminism, she explained, teaches that control of your torso means the freedom to have sex activity without consequences — sex like a man. "I am an unconventional feminist," Fredell said, in the sense that she asserts control by choosing non to take sex — by telling men, no, absolutely not.
While Fredell framed her own abstinence in a feminist perspective, she was careful to say that women were not the simply ones to benefit. "Information technology'southward not all well-nigh protecting women," she said. "It'southward about protecting people." To prove her point, she said the membership of True Love Revolution was every bit divided between women and men.
One man who was committed to forbearance was her young man. He wasn't talking, but I had talked to Leo Keliher, the twenty-year-old co-president of True Dearest Revolution, in some other Cambridge restaurant.
Keliher was an earnest man in dark clothes, unwrinkled and untouched, with the face up of a subdued boy. Quite openly, he explained that his begetter was sent to prison for child molestation and that Keliher's mother later married an electrician who somewhen left her for a adult female 20 years younger. So it was not hard to understand Keliher's point of view. "I just have a huge amount of frustration with guys," he told me. "They need to know that so much injure can come from the lack of respect for women."
Afterward the divergence of his stepfather, Keliher said he began shoplifting and wasting his potential. Searching for an honorable role model for her son, Keliher'south mother enrolled him in a Christian youth grouping. That'south when the shoplifting abruptly ceased and he began focusing on his studies, he said, and learning how to "love women out of forcefulness and non out of need." Past the time he got to Harvard on full financial aid, he had subverted an early program for wealth and power into a calming dream of priesthood. The Catholic Student Association embraced him and Justin Murray took him bated and spoke to him of True Love Revolution. Thus Keliher was there, in the autumn of 2006, for an early skirmish. By distributing fliers — "10 Reasons to Expect" — outside of a freshman safe-sex seminar, he instantly gained "a public image" for abstinence, he said, which has helped him to remain chaste ever since.
He proved a stalwart soldier of True Love Revolution that year, simply at the cease, Fredell was uncertain about working with him equally co-president. It was of import to her "that people perceive this message as secular," she said, and Keliher was fifty-fifty "more difficult-line Catholic" than she. Over time, though, even as he began considering the monastery, she could come across that he was merely as committed to the lodge's secular appearance equally he was to its mission.
The one great deviation between them seemed to be in their experience of abstinence. Fredell was unaware of that gap. Whenever sexual urges struck, she told me, she was able to manage them past going on a long run and assumed that everyone should be able to do the aforementioned. "The biological bulldoze can be overcome," she said. "Information technology's not like it reaches a peak, and you have to go out and take sexual activity."
"And you don't go down the street thinking you'd like to accept sex with him, him, him and him?" I asked.
"No!" she said, abruptly. "Is that what men do?"
It seemed a proficient time to talk with her about what else Keliher had told me. He described the act he has never experienced as something "breathtakingly powerful" that "lights all of your trunk on fire." He spoke of his animalism as "this untamed brute."
Fredell was incredulous: "Leo said that?"
He told me that he struggles constantly against "physical lustful temptation" — that he can be aroused but past a woman's bear on, past fifty-fifty a look at a woman or at a photograph or sometimes by "thoughts that just come out of the blue — basically pornography in my head." They come up to him when he's merely walking around campus, or even when he'southward lonely in the library — "similar a fly buzzing around."
To the matter of masturbation, he said, "This was actually tough for me . . . because when you accept a habit that's so deeply ingrained, it's difficult to stop."
Fredell, when asked about masturbation, but said, "Oh, God, no!"
Keliher quoted to me what an abstinence speaker said — that the existent significant of masculinity is "being able to deny yourself for the sake of the woman." "To take that kind of cocky-control is really what it means to be a man," Keliher had told me. When he finds himself aroused these days, he endures it and waits for it to pass. In this style, he said he has "matured out of that more infantile demand for a woman into a recognition of self-sufficiency." Just some women, Keliher granted, continue to give him problem.
One of these is a freshman — "a very gentle, caring soul," he said, who "works with piffling kids and stuff." Keliher can't help thinking about her sleeky hair and beautiful peel.
Another appears to be Janie Fredell. Keliher smiled and said he was "a piddling bit" attracted to her — "in very superficial means," he added. "It'south something we express joy about — if we dated."
But Fredell did non laugh. "No!" she erupted, and with increasing book, "No! No! No! I tin't emphasize plenty that there is nothing between me and Leo! It'southward merely that we're not compatible in that regard."
PERHAPS NO ONE at Harvard represents the hookup culture ameliorate than Lena Chen, a student sex blogger, and few True Love Revolution events take drawn as much attention equally Fredell's debate with her last fall.
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The women themselves saw their encounter as a coming together of two feminist positions, roughly encapsulated by a headline that appeared on some other sex blog: "Harvard'due south Jezebel Takes On Campus Virgin Mary."
Chen and Fredell described the consequence to me later on, when I met them separately for luncheon. Chen was a minor Asian woman in a miniskirt and stilettos who ate every crumb of everything, including a ginger cake with cream-cheese frosting and raspberry compote. Fredell, when the dessert menu came, paused at the prospect of a "chocolate explosion," said, "I may as well — I mean, carpe diem, right?" And so reconsidered — she actually wasn't that hungry.
Chen'due south viewpoint, as she explained it to me, was not complicated. "For me, existence a stiff woman means not being aback that I similar to take sex," she said. And "to say that I have to care virtually every person I have sex with is an unreasonable expectation. Information technology feels practiced! It feels skilful!"
The story Fredell told me was rather more involved. I caught her at a very interesting moment, she said. In making life decisions, she said she always tried to answer the question, How can I be happy in the hereafter? and two internships had lately revealed that she might not be happy as a lawyer. Fredell was now considering a career in psychology, peradventure specializing in early childhood development. The hours were better, she thought, and would leave more time for the work she also wanted to do — that of a wife and mother.
"Finding true honey for me is the bespeak of life," she said, and she went on to explicate that sex would simply complicate the pursuit. She began talking near oxytocin, the hormone released at nascency, in breast-feeding and also during sexual activity. Truthful Dear Revolution gives it the utmost significance, challenge on its Web site that the hormone's "powerful bonding" effect can exist "a cause of joy and marital harmony" but that exterior of spousal relationship it tin can create "serious issues." Released arbitrarily, it can blur "the distinction between infatuation and lasting love," the Web site cautions, making rational mating decisions hard. Fredell said oxytocin could besides bail people who didn't necessarily want to exist bound, and "you can bond yourself to the incorrect guy in the incorrect situation."
The Truthful Love Revolution Web site warns that bonding hormones are released during any "sexual activity that culminates in an orgasm." Fredell'south own relationships include a "physical component," just she said it'south difficult to give "a prepare list of what's O.One thousand. and what's non because at that place isn't any." She once told some other reporter that oral sex, while "disgusting and disrespectful," is not sex, but she now expresses clear approval only of kissing and hugging.
Her girlfriends are surprised that she can maintain a human relationship without having sex, she said, but her boyfriend, at Georgetown, "knew from the get-get what he was getting into." Fredell does not make sexual demands of him nor does he brand demands of her. "And so I'grand free!" she said. "I'm free to experience the emotional and intellectual and spiritual intimacy of another person." By closing herself off to sex, she claims to accept found the humanity in her boyfriend and to have opened herself to an experience of love. "I'll share this with y'all," Fredell confided. "He said conversations with me were more enjoyable than sexual activity would be with anyone else." Every adult female, she said, should have this "incredibly moving experience" of beingness appreciated for who she actually is.
There's a chance that Fredell and her swain will marry, but of course, she says, "it'due south not for certain." If they don't, and she never finds truthful honey, she says she believes she could spend her life alone. Fredell saw too many women compromise themselves in gild to take a relationship. And she also saw those women when their men walked away. The Web site warned what happens then to the sexually agile; that oxytocin, in such cases, can cause "a palpable sense of loss, betrayed trust and unwelcome memories. This is information that you lot will rarely hear from sexual-health groups," considering, the Spider web site says, "in that location is no prophylactic for the middle."
Fredell asked me, "Why bond yourself and then intensely when you're not sure you're going to spend the rest of your life with this person?" She loved her swain, she said, merely "there's null unbalanced or irrational about our human relationship." After her own breakups, she has ever bounced right back and knows that if her boyfriend e'er pushed her to a decision, she could walk away.
THE DEBATE between Fredell and Chen was described on Ivygate, a blog nearly Ivy League news and gossip. The blogger dutifully recorded that both women looked their parts — Fredell "modestly dressed in jeans" and Chen wearing "a miniskirt that left little to the imagination." More than a hundred students crowded into a meeting room of Winthrop House, an undergraduate residence, and Fredell said that nigh of them just wanted "a huge cat fight."
She and Chen had agreed beforehand, however, to focus on finding "common ground." What they found, equally Chen told me, was that both of them were "out there publicly declaring" who they are. They admitted that they were both, in their ain ways, advertising sex appeal. The Cerise pointed out that "both have come nether attack for their extreme attitudes toward sex," and Fredell said they were able to bond over being attacked.
By underscoring their similarities and demonstrating mutual respect for each other, Fredell said she hoped to propose to the audition that maybe Truthful Honey Revolution was a friendly force at Harvard — and also deserving of a footling respect. The Cerise, though, alleged the whole effect "boring!" and without open disagreement, the debate seems to have been resolved most as a beauty contest. 2 women sitting side by side, posing a silent question to the audience: which of united states exercise you find more appealing?
Chen knew, every bit she told me later on, that "the culture reacts differently when women make the same decisions men practice." Her own decisions were public cognition, because she revealed them on her blog. Chen's perspective on society, and Fredell's, was borne out in the aftermath, every bit people wrote in to Ivygate, calling Lena Chen a "slut," a "whore," a "full whore," a "whore whore slut." And then someone past the screen name of Sex v. Marriage wrote in to say that "most guys out there would rather end upwards with a girl similar Janie."
Fredell was happy that the event had drawn a large crowd. She told me afterwards that she considered it one of the revolution's finest moments.
Source: https://www.nytimes.com/2008/03/30/magazine/30Chastity-t.html
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